life sucks but it won't always

Lots of news. Antir-West was kind of fun - but I'm getting the same feeling I got from gaming a few years back.... this isn't getting me anywhere.

Seems all I want from life is a wife and family, things to make and things to do. And occasional opportunity to be restless.... it's just not working out that way.

Anyways, on the way home, the transmission? clutch? anyways one of them was lost just south of the US border. Still haven't got the vehicle home... *sigh*
Amy's here. That's not going wonderfully... thought it would. Understood that to a certain sense it would. Had hope for a change.
Having it dashed.
Not good.
Am tired of people who don't listen.
am getting tired of life.
am getting tired
of perfect
frustration