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slavewench - she's more sure of herself than she ever was? Solid? More real . Anyways she's looking and sounding good. Didn't make it to the Treehouse *waa* I don't like being tied to the bus system...
only caught the last bus as it was.
I have been thinking about intimacy and my own feelings about it... and I think until I have lived more I'm not going to make any decisions. (she described it -beautifully-).
I think I have been overly dwelling on sex actually... It's not sex I crave so badly - it's sharing. Sharing in activites, things to do, yes cooking and baking and singing and lots of different things.
But I'll still joke about it and wax nostalgic about (things for the most part I've never done) *wry grin*
could be worse... I could be dwelling on... *thinking* Oh I know. sin. I don't believe in it so I can't dwell on it so *g*
(I -do- believe in good and bad manners. And good-neighbourliness. And friendship. And family... and of course good manners and bad *g*. I don't see the point of good/evil or right/wrong, just 'nice/rude'....)
I need to practice both flute and fiddle more. My breathing has gotten shakey with flute - and that just won't do. Well, unevenly shakey. I used to be capable of almost concert quality playing. Now I sound like I'm breathing funny. *feh*
Fiddle though I can handle... I stopped 'cause I got 'sick' (read depressed) and sorta stopped everything except programming. So I'm SOO picking it up 'cause every time I play I feel a smile coming on...
complete aside - music below is yes by author of "The Last Unicorn" another absolutely wonderful movie (and book *g*). It's a very powerful song about King Christian of Denmark....
Ta for now!
slavewench - she's more sure of herself than she ever was? Solid? More only caught the last bus as it was.
I have been thinking about intimacy and my own feelings about it... and I think until I have lived more I'm not going to make any decisions. (she described it -beautifully-).
I think I have been overly dwelling on sex actually... It's not sex I crave so badly - it's sharing. Sharing in activites, things to do, yes cooking and baking and singing and lots of different things.
But I'll still joke about it and wax nostalgic about (things for the most part I've never done) *wry grin*
could be worse... I could be dwelling on... *thinking* Oh I know. sin. I don't believe in it so I can't dwell on it so *g*
(I -do- believe in good and bad manners. And good-neighbourliness. And friendship. And family... and of course good manners and bad *g*. I don't see the point of good/evil or right/wrong, just 'nice/rude'....)
I need to practice both flute and fiddle more. My breathing has gotten shakey with flute - and that just won't do. Well, unevenly shakey. I used to be capable of almost concert quality playing. Now I sound like I'm breathing funny. *feh*
Fiddle though I can handle... I stopped 'cause I got 'sick' (read depressed) and sorta stopped everything except programming. So I'm SOO picking it up 'cause every time I play I feel a smile coming on...
complete aside - music below is yes by author of "The Last Unicorn" another absolutely wonderful movie (and book *g*). It's a very powerful song about King Christian of Denmark....
Ta for now!
